Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve this. Then I remembered I was a shitty person.
Sometimes I wonder if I even matter
Always prefers his car.
I hate this feeling. Like I’m here, but I’m not. Like someone cares. But they don’t. Like I belong somewhere else, anywhere but here, and escape lies just past that snowy window, cool and crisp as the February air.
i get way too sensitive when i get attached to someone. i can detect the slightest change in the tone of their voice, and suddenly i’m spending all day trying to figure out what i did wrong.
― humans of new york - amman, jordan (via 5000letters)
Don’t even know where home is anymore, I hate it everywhere.